{"id":13218,"date":"2017-06-24T13:35:49","date_gmt":"2017-06-24T11:35:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/?p=13218"},"modified":"2017-06-24T13:35:49","modified_gmt":"2017-06-24T11:35:49","slug":"bangladesli-idrisin-mektubu-goz-yaslarina-bogdu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/bangladesli-idrisin-mektubu-goz-yaslarina-bogdu\/","title":{"rendered":"Banglade\u015fli \u0130dris&#8217;in Mektubu G\u00f6z Ya\u015flar\u0131na Bo\u011fdu"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>O s\u0131radan bir \u00e7\u00f6p\u00e7\u00fc. K\u0131zlar\u0131na e\u011fitim vermek i\u00e7in u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131 ve ba\u015fard\u0131. G\u00fczel g\u00fcnlere kavu\u015ftu. Art\u0131k k\u0131zlar\u0131 ayakta. Ama i\u00e7inde bir ukte kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, anlatmak istedi\u011fi, anlata bilmedi\u011fi. \u0130\u015fte Banglade\u015fli \u0130dris&#8217;in anlatt\u0131klar\u0131; sosyal medyada okuyan\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na bo\u011fan mektup&#8221;\u00c7ocuklar\u0131ma i\u015fimin ne oldu\u011funu asla s\u00f6ylemedim. Benim y\u00fcz\u00fcmden utan\u00e7 duymalar\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 istemedim. En k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131m bana ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sordu\u011funda, teredd\u00fcts\u00fcz bir \u015fekilde ona emek\u00e7i oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6ylerdim. \u0130\u015ften eve d\u00f6nmeden \u00f6nce, kamu tuvaletinde banyo yapard\u0131m. Eskiden yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u015ften hi\u00e7 ipucu bulamam\u0131\u015flard\u0131. K\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131 okula g\u00f6ndermek, onlar\u0131 e\u011fitmek istedim. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde onurlu durmalar\u0131n\u0131 istedim. Herkesin bana bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi, kimsenin onlara bakmas\u0131n\u0131 asla istememi\u015ftim. \u0130nsanl<span class=\"text_exposed_show\">ar hep beni k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Kazanc\u0131m\u0131n her kuru\u015funu k\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131n e\u011fitimi i\u00e7in yat\u0131rd\u0131m. Asla yeni bir g\u00f6mlek sat\u0131n almad\u0131m. O paray\u0131 onlara kitap almak i\u00e7in kulland\u0131m. O sayg\u0131y\u0131, hep benim i\u00e7in kazanmalar\u0131n\u0131 istedim. Ben temizlik\u00e7iyim.<br \/>\nK\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcniversiteye kabul\u00fcn\u00fcn son tarihinden \u00f6nceki g\u00fcn kabul \u00fccretlerini alamad\u0131m. O g\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015famad\u0131m. \u00c7\u00f6p\u00fcn yan\u0131nda oturuyordum, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 saklamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. O g\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015famad\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015f arkada\u015flar\u0131m bana bak\u0131yordu ama kimse konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flamad\u0131. Ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131z olmu\u015ftum, k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ve eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde bana giri\u015f \u00fccreti soracak k\u0131z\u0131ma ne s\u00f6yleyece\u011fimi bilmiyordum. Ben fakirim. Fakir biriyle iyi bir \u015fey olamazd\u0131, buna inan\u0131yordum. \u0130\u015f bittikten sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015f arkada\u015flar\u0131m bana yana\u015ft\u0131lar, yan\u0131ma oturup onlar\u0131 karde\u015f olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcp g\u00f6rmedi\u011fimi sordular. Cevap vermeden \u00f6nce, bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck gelirlerini elime teslim ettiler. Herkesi reddetti\u011fimde, &#8220;Gerekirse a\u00e7l\u0131ktan \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fcz, k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z koleje gitmek zorunda&#8221; diyerek kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar. Onlara cevap veremedim. O g\u00fcn du\u015f almad\u0131m ama eve daha temiz bir \u015fekilde gittim. K\u0131z\u0131m \u00e7ok yak\u0131nda \u00fcniversitesini bitirecek. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fc art\u0131k \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmama izin vermiyor. Yar\u0131-zamanl\u0131 bir i\u015fi var ve \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc de e\u011fitim g\u00f6r\u00fcyor. \u00c7o\u011fu zaman beni eski \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma yerime g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp arkada\u015flar\u0131ma ve bana yemek yedirir. Arkada\u015flar\u0131m g\u00fcl\u00fcp neden s\u0131k s\u0131k bize yemek yedirdi\u011fini sorduklar\u0131nda k\u0131z\u0131m, \u201cHepiniz o g\u00fcn benim i\u00e7in a\u00e7 kald\u0131n\u0131z. Bu \u015fekilde bug\u00fcnk\u00fc yerime gelebildim. Hepinizi, her g\u00fcn besleyebilmek i\u00e7in Allah\u2019a dua ettim.\u201d dedi. \u015eimdi kendimi yoksul bir adam gibi hissetmiyorum. B\u00f6yle \u00e7ocu\u011fu olan kimse, nas\u0131l fakir olabilir.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Banglade\u015fli \u0130dris<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>O s\u0131radan bir \u00e7\u00f6p\u00e7\u00fc. K\u0131zlar\u0131na e\u011fitim vermek i\u00e7in u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131 ve ba\u015fard\u0131. G\u00fczel g\u00fcnlere kavu\u015ftu. Art\u0131k k\u0131zlar\u0131 ayakta. Ama i\u00e7inde bir ukte kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, anlatmak istedi\u011fi, anlata bilmedi\u011fi. \u0130\u015fte Banglade\u015fli \u0130dris&#8217;in anlatt\u0131klar\u0131; sosyal medyada okuyan\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na bo\u011fan mektup&#8221;\u00c7ocuklar\u0131ma i\u015fimin ne oldu\u011funu asla s\u00f6ylemedim. Benim y\u00fcz\u00fcmden utan\u00e7 duymalar\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 istemedim. En k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131m bana ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sordu\u011funda, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":13219,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,3],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-13218","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-dunya","8":"category-3"},"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/06\/idris.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13218","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13218"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13218\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/13219"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13218"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13218"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13218"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}