{"id":8223,"date":"2016-02-27T10:55:49","date_gmt":"2016-02-27T08:55:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/?p=8223"},"modified":"2016-02-27T10:55:49","modified_gmt":"2016-02-27T08:55:49","slug":"hocalinin-hazan-olmus-hazangulu-hazangul-emirova-gozlerim-onunde-hamile-kadinin-karnini-kesip-bebegi-cikardilar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/hocalinin-hazan-olmus-hazangulu-hazangul-emirova-gozlerim-onunde-hamile-kadinin-karnini-kesip-bebegi-cikardilar\/","title":{"rendered":"Hocal\u0131\u2019n\u0131n Hazan Olmu\u015f Hazang\u00fcl\u2019\u00fc \u00a0Hazan\u011f\u00fcl Emirova: \u2019G\u00f6zlerim \u00f6n\u00fcnde hamile kad\u0131n\u0131n karn\u0131n\u0131 kesip bebe\u011fi \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131lar\u2019"},"content":{"rendered":"

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T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de Azerbaycan-Hocal\u0131 Haftas\u0131 kapsam\u0131nda d\u00fczenlenen panel ve konferanslar s\u0131ras\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcz. K\u0131zca\u011f\u0131z\u00a0 \u00e7ok yorgun. S\u00fcrekli o hat\u0131ralara geri d\u00f6nmek ger\u00e7ekten \u00a0moral bozucu. Zaten o an\u0131lar, ya\u015fanan vah\u015fetler unutulmuyor, hep takip ediyor ve ac\u0131t\u0131r. Ermeniler de buna g\u00f6re \u00f6ld\u00fcrmemi\u015ftiler onlar\u0131- Hazang\u00fcl\u2019\u00fc, iki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karde\u015fini ve \u00a0Entika nineyi. \u00a0\u2018Gidin ya\u015fay\u0131n sizin i\u00e7inizdeki ac\u0131 sizi \u00f6lmekten beter edecek\u2019 demi\u015ftiler.\u00a0 \u015eeker ve kalp krizi onlardan yadigar idi Entika nineye. Hazang\u00fcl\u2019e de tansiyon kald\u0131-az\u0131c\u0131k \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc m\u00fc hemen kafas\u0131na inen ve g\u00f6zlerini kapayan hastal\u0131k. Odur ki fazla s\u00f6yletmiyorum, i\u00e7indeki ac\u0131ya dokunam\u0131yorum, yaras\u0131n\u0131 kurcalayam\u0131yorum.\u00a0 Sadece birka\u00e7 soru soruyorum:<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

-Nas\u0131l ka\u00e7t\u0131n\u0131z Ermenilerden? <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Gece idi. Yatakta uzanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Abla karde\u015f yata\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde eyleniyorduk. Bulmaca s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor, cevab\u0131n\u0131 bulduk mu sevin\u00e7le ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorduk. \u00a0Annem heyecan yap\u0131yordu, \u00a0biz ise at\u0131lan bombalar\u0131n sesini dinliyor; bak bu Alazan, bu Yer-yer deyip g\u00fcl\u00fcyorduk. Al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k bombalar\u0131n g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fcne. Son bir ay\u0131 her g\u00fcn at\u0131yorlard\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Do\u011fma evini, yery\u00fcz\u00fcnden silinmi\u015f Hocal\u0131\u2019y\u0131 anlat\u0131r Hazang\u00fcl. <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

-Saat 23.00 civar\u0131nda Hocal\u0131\u2019ya Ermenilerin bask\u0131n yapmalar\u0131 \u00fczerine annem, \u00a0ve karde\u015flerimle yal\u0131n ayak ka\u00e7maya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Annemi ve 5 ya\u015fl\u0131 Yegane\u2019yi vurdular. G\u00fcn a\u011far\u0131rken anneannemi ve karde\u015flerimle bir yerde beni de rehin \u00a0ald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Zaten bu hikayeyi art\u0131k her kes biliyor. O daha deh\u015fetli bir facian\u0131; \u00a0Ermenice katlin \u015fahidi olmu\u015f:<\/em><\/strong>
\n-Hamile bir gelin vard\u0131, s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcler, ba\u011f\u0131rma\u011fa hal\u0131 yok, kafas\u0131 arkaya sarkm\u0131\u015f, film gibi bir sahne. Hi\u00e7 filmlerde de \u00f6yle bir \u015fey g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim. Sonra oradaki rehinelerin feryad\u0131 ve bir azdan o gelinin karn\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131klar\u0131 bir bebek\u2026 g\u00f6zlerimi bebekten \u00e7ekemiyordum. Sanki nefes \u00a0al\u0131rm\u0131\u015f gibi, surat asm\u0131\u015f gibi \u00a0geldi bana…\u00a0 sanki k\u00fcs olmu\u015f insanlara\u2026 uzun y\u0131llar, her hamile gelin g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde \u00a0o bebek gelirdi akl\u0131ma. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u0131slak, g\u00f6zleri kapal\u0131 ama g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fc kalk\u0131p iniyor\u2026<\/p>\n

Daha konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 istemiyorum. 8 ya\u015f\u0131ndan bildi\u011fim bu ailenin; Entika ninenin yadigar\u0131 \u00a0Hazang\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcm\u00fcn yaras\u0131n\u0131 \u00a0kurcalayamam.\u00a0 G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn g\u00fczelle\u015ftirdi\u011fi bu \u00e7ehreni g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na fazla gark edemem.<\/p>\n

Ka\u00e7 defa dinledi\u011fim, ezbere bildi\u011fim o olay\u0131n; hayat\u0131ndan Hocal\u0131 Soyk\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015f bu insanlardan biri Hazang\u00fcl Emirova\u2019n\u0131n olay\u0131n\u0131 kendim aktar\u0131m okuruma. Yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131m olursa tarih d\u00fczeltir-hala su\u00e7lunu savunan tarih\u2026<\/p>\n

Hocal\u0131 Kasabas\u0131nda Ermenistan Cumhuriyeti birlikleri taraf\u0131ndan yap\u0131lan katliama 8 ya\u015f\u0131nda tan\u0131kl\u0131k etti yavruca\u011f\u0131m. Annesi, 5 ya\u015fl\u0131 k\u0131z karde\u015fi kur\u015funa dizildi garibimin.<\/p>\n

Toplama kamp\u0131nda nas\u0131l oluyorsa Ermeni askerin g\u00f6z\u00fcnden ka\u00e7arak \u00a0bah\u00e7eye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131 verir. Asl\u0131nda buras\u0131 orman\u0131n bir k\u00f6\u015fesi. Bak\u0131yor ki babas\u0131 a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n birine sar\u0131l\u0131. \u00dcst\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131 kan, y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u00f6v\u00fclmekten, tekme at\u0131lmaktan tan\u0131nmaz halde. Ama o babas\u0131n\u0131 hemen tan\u0131yor. \u2018Baba\u2019 ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131p ko\u015fuyor. Asker k\u0131z\u0131 hemen yakalar. \u2018Kimin var orda\u2019 sorar. Hazang\u00fcl \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn ne oldu\u011funu biliyor art\u0131k. Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n, ac\u0131n\u0131n ve g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n da. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck akl\u0131, kalbi ve v\u00fccudu \u00a0ile. \u00a0Bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck v\u00fccudun akl\u0131 ve kalbi babas\u0131n\u0131 kurtarmak i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r. \u00a0Onun a\u011flayarak s\u00f6yledi\u011fi s\u00f6zlerden\u00a0 anlarlar ki b\u00fct\u00fcn aile buradad\u0131r; aile de\u011fil de aileden geri kalanlar. Entika nine, 8 ayl\u0131k bebek \u00a0ve 4 ya\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7ocuk Hazang\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcn yan\u0131na getiriliyor; A\u011faca sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f; d\u00f6v\u00fclmekten y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn kemikleri k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f; g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7ma\u011fa zorluk \u00e7eken Tevekk\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131na. Tevekk\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcn su\u00e7u elinde ku\u015f t\u00fcfe\u011fi ile Ermeni tanklar\u0131na \u00a0direnmekti. Ermeni\u2019ye kur\u015fun s\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131; yurdunu kadere terk etmemi\u015fti, namusunu korumak istemi\u015fti. \u015eimdi bu adam \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n ve toplama kamp\u0131ndaki her kesin \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00a0su\u00e7unu itiraf edecekti; Karaba\u011f topra\u011f\u0131, Hocal\u0131 Ermenilerindir diyecekti.
\nErmenilerin \u0131srarlar\u0131 bo\u015funa; Tevekk\u00fcl k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f di\u015flerini s\u0131k\u0131p susuyordu. Onun topuklar\u0131na petrol d\u00f6k\u00fcp yak\u0131yor, sonra kar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcne at\u0131p alevi s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcr, eylenir, kahkahalar\u0131 ile orman\u0131 titretirdiler.\u00a0 Tevekk\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcn azap dolu sesi de ormanda yank\u0131 yap\u0131yordu.\u00a0 Entika nine a\u011fl\u0131yor, yalvar\u0131yor \u00a0\u2018\u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcn azaplar\u0131 son bulsun\u2019 \u00a0deyip g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcyordu. Hazang\u00fcl sakall\u0131 Ermeni askerinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda diz \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc; \u2018Annemi, bac\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcn\u00fcz, \u00a0ne olur babama k\u0131ymay\u0131n\u2026\u2019
\nTevekk\u00fcl yak\u0131ld\u0131 cismen. Onu seyir etmeye mecbur b\u0131rak\u0131lan Entika ninenin, Hazang\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcn ise i\u00e7i yand\u0131. 8 ayl\u0131k bebek V\u00fcsal\u2019\u0131n, 4 ya\u015fl\u0131 Nigar\u2019\u0131n ise hat\u0131rlama\u011fa bir \u015feyi kalmayacakt\u0131. V\u00fcsal \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc,\u00a0 Nigar\u0131 ise Entika nine g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bast\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; \u00e7ocu\u011fun deli olaca\u011f\u0131ndan korkuyordu…
\nO gece-1992 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n \u015eubat gecesinden bir kare; k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir an\u0131\u2026 Ac\u0131s\u0131 hi\u00e7 zaman dinmeyecek, hep g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 ile s\u00f6ylenecek\u2026<\/p>\n

“\u00c7ocuklar bizim gibi \u00f6ks\u00fcz kalmas\u0131n, annesiz, babas\u0131z b\u00fcy\u00fcmesin” diyor Hazang\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcm.
\nFazla konu\u015fturmam demi\u015ftim ama o kadar \u00e7ok konu\u015ftuk ki. 24 y\u0131l boyunca yol gelmi\u015f hat\u0131ran\u0131, ac\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131, bir de o zamand\u0131r, bu zamand\u0131r masala \u00e7evrilmi\u015f baban\u0131n kahramanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7ocuk masallar\u0131 mutlu sonlukla biter. Hazang\u00fcl de bekliyor; onun korkulu masal\u0131 Hocal\u0131\u2019ya geri d\u00f6necekleri g\u00fcn bitecek. O da o mutlu sonu beklemede.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"xezahg\u00fcl\"<\/p>\n

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T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de Azerbaycan-Hocal\u0131 Haftas\u0131 kapsam\u0131nda d\u00fczenlenen panel ve konferanslar s\u0131ras\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcz. K\u0131zca\u011f\u0131z\u00a0 \u00e7ok yorgun. S\u00fcrekli o hat\u0131ralara geri d\u00f6nmek ger\u00e7ekten \u00a0moral bozucu. Zaten o an\u0131lar, ya\u015fanan vah\u015fetler unutulmuyor, hep takip ediyor ve ac\u0131t\u0131r. Ermeniler de buna g\u00f6re \u00f6ld\u00fcrmemi\u015ftiler onlar\u0131- Hazang\u00fcl\u2019\u00fc, iki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karde\u015fini ve \u00a0Entika nineyi. \u00a0\u2018Gidin ya\u015fay\u0131n sizin i\u00e7inizdeki ac\u0131 sizi \u00f6lmekten beter edecek\u2019 demi\u015ftiler.\u00a0 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":8236,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,14,37],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-8223","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-3","8":"category-roportaj","9":"category-turk-dunyasi"},"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/12745685_556277914533036_4236962007915460505_n.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8223","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8223"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8223\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/8236"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8223"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8223"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hocalihaber.com\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8223"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}